18. fight with the bear

these days, I got sick and saw death calling me head-on several times. I really feel as if I am going to die, even if I move my body gently, I feel pain all over my body. That head, like a needle. I took a lot of medicine, 4 tablets of Ganmaotong, 4 tablets of berberine and 3 bottles of Huoxiang Zhengqi water, but there was no effect at all. Although I haven’t eaten for two days, my stomach is still bloated, like a balloon that is about to burst. lying in bed, I remembered what Mr. Han said to me when I was South Korea. He said that you should keep a diary every day. No matter what, you should write down what you have experienced.......